Monday, August 29, 2011

Youre 4th birthday

Dearest Bubby,

Today is your 4th birthday. My little boy is growing so fast! I cant believe this little peanut I brought home from the hospital is this BIG BOY! You have had a rough little life son. First with your dad leaving then with all the other ups and downs that is our life. I'm so glad I get to watch you grow up! Youre so smart and sometimes I dont even realize it! I got you youre very first electronic Buzz Lightyear for your birthday along with some other stuff. You think that Buzz is the best toy in the world! You even slept with him the night you got it. It was one of the most precious things I have seen you do. I love you bubby and all I ever want to do is take care of you! Until the next time son!

All my Love
Mommy

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Busy boy

Dearest bubby,
Today has been a busy day for you. Youre still not in bed and its 1 a.m. Youre just like your dad. He was always up all night and slept all day. Im still amazed at the fact u will be 4 years old in 2 weeks! You are so witty and smart. I cant believe I have raised you this far! I want you to go far in life. Shoot for the moon if you will. Either way, Im proud of you. I have had a really exhausting day today, work then coming home to an extremely riled up you. Just last night you told me that I was the most beautiful mommy in the world. I was touched. I love you to the moon baby boy!

All my love,
Mommy

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

My only son

Dear beautiful baby boy,

You will be four at the end of this month. Seems just like yesterday you were this little baby I brought home from the hospital. I thought you, like your sisters, were the most perfect thing in this world. I cant believe how much youve grown! I wish your dad could see you. It makes me so sad sometimes that that proud man on the day of your birth thought that his addiction was more important than you. Theres nothing more important to me than you and your sisters. Always remember that. When he gets out of prison and is finally able to see you and your sister I hope you guys can make the right decision whether or not to be in contact with him. Either way I will back both of your decisions. Theres somethings that I always want you to remember, its my only advice I can give. First, if you have that little voice in your head telling you you shouldnt do something, listen to it. Second, live your life with no regrets. Finally third, dont make the same mistakes that I have. Learn from my blunders and fly! You are so smart for a almost 4 year old wee man. You are a gift. Especially with the things you come up with to say! Your grandma took you to Kings Island last week and you were in the bathroom and she said "Gee Adam, your peeing a gallon!" You popped off with "Yea you know how it happened grandma? I drank the water thru here (pointing at your mouth) and then it came out here!" And you pointed at your privates. That made me laugh so hard! You are such a character! Point being I love you so much Adam. Dont ever change!

All my love,
Mommy