Dear beautiful baby boy,
You will be four at the end of this month. Seems just like yesterday you were this little baby I brought home from the hospital. I thought you, like your sisters, were the most perfect thing in this world. I cant believe how much youve grown! I wish your dad could see you. It makes me so sad sometimes that that proud man on the day of your birth thought that his addiction was more important than you. Theres nothing more important to me than you and your sisters. Always remember that. When he gets out of prison and is finally able to see you and your sister I hope you guys can make the right decision whether or not to be in contact with him. Either way I will back both of your decisions. Theres somethings that I always want you to remember, its my only advice I can give. First, if you have that little voice in your head telling you you shouldnt do something, listen to it. Second, live your life with no regrets. Finally third, dont make the same mistakes that I have. Learn from my blunders and fly! You are so smart for a almost 4 year old wee man. You are a gift. Especially with the things you come up with to say! Your grandma took you to Kings Island last week and you were in the bathroom and she said "Gee Adam, your peeing a gallon!" You popped off with "Yea you know how it happened grandma? I drank the water thru here (pointing at your mouth) and then it came out here!" And you pointed at your privates. That made me laugh so hard! You are such a character! Point being I love you so much Adam. Dont ever change!
All my love,
Mommy
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